today has been a day of reflection! i've been thinking a lot about my friends, and WOW. i am just going to come out and say right now that i have the BEST FRIENDS in the world, without a doubt! im sorry you people who are reading this, but your friends just cant compare to mine. :) girls i just dont know what i would do without you!!! Lord only knows where i'd be right now! and you girls are just such silly, fun, funny, immature, yet mature, beautiful, intelligent, caring, trusting, unselfish, talented, and admirable people. i love you! i dont know what im going to do for my wedding......i need to have at least 9 bridesmaids!
i really have nothing too exciting to say because my life is so incredibly boring. mondays suck. so do tuesdays. so im not looking forward to tomorrow. i dont think i was meant to ever wake up before 10 a.m. im just evil in the morning. and im not ordinarily an evil person!
Monday, February 16, 2004
Sunday, February 15, 2004
To hell with V-day!!!!!!!!
i hope everyone had a great valentine's day. i was without a valentine this year, but it's ok. i had an ok weekend. Friday katie and i went to showplace north where it's only 3 dollars and they play older movies. we saw Mona Lisa Smile....which was ok. not spectacular. on v-day i saw 50 first dates with kate, sam and matt. then me and kate came home and decided to have a relaxing night of movies. we watched Overboard with Goldie Hawn and Kurt Russell (one of my all-time faves)....then sam, matt and andy visited us. pleasant night.
then today i woke up around 3 in the afternoon. i was planning on sleeping in today, but not THAT late! it's because i have this blanket over my window now to block out the sun and it's like a cave in here during the day! when i wake up i think it's still night time. it's so great. anyways now im sitting around trying to find things to distract me from doing my homework. i have so much reading to do for brit lit. grrrr. although i DO enjoy that class now. it's not so bad because i really do love literature (it is, after all, part of what i'll be teaching the rest of my life).
but now i hate my intro to comm teacher, Dr. Roat. first of all, i dont understand why i have to take that class because im an English education major. second of all, he is an absolute jerk. he is so self-righteous and condescending. and he's an atheist that is CONSTANTLY talking about the stupidity of Christianity in class. that is so not necessary and illegal in a school setting AND it really offends me.
this weekend has kind of re-energized my spirits. i think it was all the romantic movies that i've been watching. this normally would depress me, but then i had an epiphany. why should i WORRY about things? it's so pointless. and as katie constantly is telling me, 'you were happy at one time without a boy, you can do it again.' which is so true! i think my problem is that i spent so much time with a boy who always told me i would never be able to live without him....and i just believed it! But im not the weak little girl i was always told that i was....all this time it never occurred to me, I AM living without him! and not just him......every other asshole that has been in my life since! (except AJ). boy have i made some dumb mistakes! i also realized that i should have never come to this school. i could be at Drake University right now, a really really really good school! please dont ever ever ever let a boy (or girl) be the basis of your life decisions! because you never know what's gonna happen in the future!
then today i woke up around 3 in the afternoon. i was planning on sleeping in today, but not THAT late! it's because i have this blanket over my window now to block out the sun and it's like a cave in here during the day! when i wake up i think it's still night time. it's so great. anyways now im sitting around trying to find things to distract me from doing my homework. i have so much reading to do for brit lit. grrrr. although i DO enjoy that class now. it's not so bad because i really do love literature (it is, after all, part of what i'll be teaching the rest of my life).
but now i hate my intro to comm teacher, Dr. Roat. first of all, i dont understand why i have to take that class because im an English education major. second of all, he is an absolute jerk. he is so self-righteous and condescending. and he's an atheist that is CONSTANTLY talking about the stupidity of Christianity in class. that is so not necessary and illegal in a school setting AND it really offends me.
this weekend has kind of re-energized my spirits. i think it was all the romantic movies that i've been watching. this normally would depress me, but then i had an epiphany. why should i WORRY about things? it's so pointless. and as katie constantly is telling me, 'you were happy at one time without a boy, you can do it again.' which is so true! i think my problem is that i spent so much time with a boy who always told me i would never be able to live without him....and i just believed it! But im not the weak little girl i was always told that i was....all this time it never occurred to me, I AM living without him! and not just him......every other asshole that has been in my life since! (except AJ). boy have i made some dumb mistakes! i also realized that i should have never come to this school. i could be at Drake University right now, a really really really good school! please dont ever ever ever let a boy (or girl) be the basis of your life decisions! because you never know what's gonna happen in the future!
Monday, February 09, 2004
Sunday, February 08, 2004
"It's Been Awhile...."
so i have my electric piano in my room now! how exciting!! katie and i decided that she should play her recorder with me (she's taking a music class for elem. ed.) and we can have jamming sessions. we even thought we should invite randy and scott down and they can freestyle and have rhyming wars with our music. woohoo. now i have something to get back at randy with. when he's playing his rap music at 3 in the morning in his room and i can clearly hear it....i'll just turn up my piano all the way and play some classical tunes. im sure he'd LOVE that.
oooooh! i got my haircut as well! it was sooooo hard for me to let go of my hair! i got it cut so that it rests right above my shoulders. that doesnt sound short, but it is for me....considering my hair has been practically halfway down my back for most of my life. i guess it's cute though. got some layers in it. i like it a lot, but i admit im looking forward to it growing out again...i just like long hair i cant help it.
well i suppose that it is all i want to say.......hopefully it wont be another month before i write again! i love you all!
oooooh! i got my haircut as well! it was sooooo hard for me to let go of my hair! i got it cut so that it rests right above my shoulders. that doesnt sound short, but it is for me....considering my hair has been practically halfway down my back for most of my life. i guess it's cute though. got some layers in it. i like it a lot, but i admit im looking forward to it growing out again...i just like long hair i cant help it.
well i suppose that it is all i want to say.......hopefully it wont be another month before i write again! i love you all!
Sunday, December 21, 2003
Barbie Got Back! Go you! You're the closest thing
ever to a true black Barbie. Shake that fat
ass of yours.
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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even this QUIZ knew i had a fat ass!!!!!!!
i would just like to say that today is christina lutgen's 21st (and golden) birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA! I LOVE YOU!
Friday, December 19, 2003
Rough couple of days
I had the worst day ever yesterday. I got about 4 hours of sleep and had to wake up at 7:30 to get to work at 9. work was soooo busy and there were only 2 of us! we ran out of receipt paper, the printer jammed, and i got 2 paper cuts on a shopping bag. then, i had to leave by 1 to make it to my final at 1:30. i was a little late and when i got there i had to go to the bathroom soooo bad cuz i had been holding it all day! plus my lips were really chapped and i couldnt find my chapstick. that is the worst feeling in the world! THEN i had a cheap mechanical pencil and the lead kept breaking while i was writing. and then the rest of the day was stressful but i wont get into that.
now, it's friday. katie is getting ready to go home, and all my neighbors are gone already :( it's making me a little upset. i dont want to stay down here. i only get to go home for 4 days. how depressing.
on an uplifting note, i am now single. :) HAPPILY single. just in time for xmas......saves me money. God im evil.
now, it's friday. katie is getting ready to go home, and all my neighbors are gone already :( it's making me a little upset. i dont want to stay down here. i only get to go home for 4 days. how depressing.
on an uplifting note, i am now single. :) HAPPILY single. just in time for xmas......saves me money. God im evil.
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Can it be??? The Blog????
The blog is back!! I can't promise that i'll keep it updated regularly, but i just have to do something right now to distract me from studying for finals.
well....it's been ummmmm almost a year since my last post. a LOT has changed. i live in golden towers now with the wonderful miss katie arnold. we have a ton-o-fun living together.
i have a lot of cool neighbors. they are, of course, all boys. I think i get along with boys better anyway. i dont know why. but my neighbor, randy, is a 6'9'' black dude. he's on USI's basketball team and he kicks ass. i must admit i was a little frightened when i first moved in and saw this giant black man across the hall from me, but Randy is the coolest. except for when he comes over and steals food out of our fridge, or asks me to type things for him. oh ya, and when he plays nintendo he raps with the music.
i work at weatervane in the mall. it's a cool job. but i hate working when i have to work with the big boss man. he asks me to do really stupid stuff like scrape size stickers off the fitting room floors or go around and tuck in all the tags on all our sweaters and jeans. that gets old. but everyone else there is really cool. it's so neat that you can actually get paid in this country to go around and fold clothes.
i have to get some studying done and head over to the convenience store. goodbye.
p.s. in case you haven't seen me in a while, my hair is brown now. THAT'S interesting.
well....it's been ummmmm almost a year since my last post. a LOT has changed. i live in golden towers now with the wonderful miss katie arnold. we have a ton-o-fun living together.
i have a lot of cool neighbors. they are, of course, all boys. I think i get along with boys better anyway. i dont know why. but my neighbor, randy, is a 6'9'' black dude. he's on USI's basketball team and he kicks ass. i must admit i was a little frightened when i first moved in and saw this giant black man across the hall from me, but Randy is the coolest. except for when he comes over and steals food out of our fridge, or asks me to type things for him. oh ya, and when he plays nintendo he raps with the music.
i work at weatervane in the mall. it's a cool job. but i hate working when i have to work with the big boss man. he asks me to do really stupid stuff like scrape size stickers off the fitting room floors or go around and tuck in all the tags on all our sweaters and jeans. that gets old. but everyone else there is really cool. it's so neat that you can actually get paid in this country to go around and fold clothes.
i have to get some studying done and head over to the convenience store. goodbye.
p.s. in case you haven't seen me in a while, my hair is brown now. THAT'S interesting.
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
As another year draws to a close here at USI, I cant help but relfect upon what i've learned.................
1. Dont be so eager to find out a secret. Sometimes, ignorance is bliss....
2. Observing Ms. Olssen for my education class is like spending a morning with satan
3. No matter how many times you tell yourself that you're not going to wait until the end of the semester to finish your spanish lab hours (like you did last semester).....you will...... and it will suck
4. It IS possible to go through 3 jobs in one and a half semesters
5. Roscoe, who we all know and love as that black guy with the golden tooth that made omelettes at the loft last year, is now a supervisor at the on campus Burger King. Movin on up man. Movin on up.
6. Driving around for a week with your low fuel light on is NOT a good idea. That will generally make you run out of gas.
7. Running out of gas is NOT cool. Especially when you have to buy a seven dollar gas can just to put in two dollars worth of gas.
8. Even the people who love you the most, can hurt you
9. When I become a teacher (before I get married at least), the kids are gonna have a field day with the name Ms. Kiszka. I'm already getting a lot of Ms. "Kissy-ka"......
uhhhh not fun
10. Stay away from tattoo parlors that keep their instruments on bedroom dressers.
11. If you're ever going to go visit Julie and need directions, make sure she's being supervised while reading a map. Cuz it might take you six hours to get to Purdue. hehe. just kiddin jules :)
I miss all of you guys and cant wait to see you this summer! Eva and Tina, I wish you were coming home :(
1. Dont be so eager to find out a secret. Sometimes, ignorance is bliss....
2. Observing Ms. Olssen for my education class is like spending a morning with satan
3. No matter how many times you tell yourself that you're not going to wait until the end of the semester to finish your spanish lab hours (like you did last semester).....you will...... and it will suck
4. It IS possible to go through 3 jobs in one and a half semesters
5. Roscoe, who we all know and love as that black guy with the golden tooth that made omelettes at the loft last year, is now a supervisor at the on campus Burger King. Movin on up man. Movin on up.
6. Driving around for a week with your low fuel light on is NOT a good idea. That will generally make you run out of gas.
7. Running out of gas is NOT cool. Especially when you have to buy a seven dollar gas can just to put in two dollars worth of gas.
8. Even the people who love you the most, can hurt you
9. When I become a teacher (before I get married at least), the kids are gonna have a field day with the name Ms. Kiszka. I'm already getting a lot of Ms. "Kissy-ka"......
uhhhh not fun
10. Stay away from tattoo parlors that keep their instruments on bedroom dressers.
11. If you're ever going to go visit Julie and need directions, make sure she's being supervised while reading a map. Cuz it might take you six hours to get to Purdue. hehe. just kiddin jules :)
I miss all of you guys and cant wait to see you this summer! Eva and Tina, I wish you were coming home :(
Tuesday, March 18, 2003
I guess it's been a while...like always. im doin really bad on this blogging thing so i might just call it quits. we'll see. i quit my job......which was probably a bad idea because im poor once again, and unable to pay my bills. ohhhhh well. im so excited i get to see eva and chrissy and erica this weekend. im going to ball state cuz its eva's birthday on the 20th! (happy birthday eva!) .........
i started my observing today for my education class. the teacher is SUCH a bitch. i cant stand her. she is so rude to me and her kids. i can understand why everyone hates her. she is so so so so RUDE. i couldnt believe it. now i dread going twice a week. of course its just my luck that i got stuck with a weird lady.
im looking for a full time job this summer back home in lowell.....so if anyone knows of anything let me know!!!! julie im still counting on that flagger job :) ha
oh....another week spent at home with my parents and THEY STILL HAVENT NOTICED MY TATTOO OR MY TONGUE RING. dude.
not much else to talk about i guess.........
bye for now
i started my observing today for my education class. the teacher is SUCH a bitch. i cant stand her. she is so rude to me and her kids. i can understand why everyone hates her. she is so so so so RUDE. i couldnt believe it. now i dread going twice a week. of course its just my luck that i got stuck with a weird lady.
im looking for a full time job this summer back home in lowell.....so if anyone knows of anything let me know!!!! julie im still counting on that flagger job :) ha
oh....another week spent at home with my parents and THEY STILL HAVENT NOTICED MY TATTOO OR MY TONGUE RING. dude.
not much else to talk about i guess.........
bye for now
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