ADD

i would do just about anything to distract myself from studying right now. what is wrong with me? i cant concentrate on anything for longer than 2 seconds. tomorrow morning i have to recite shakespeare to dr. darrell, "letter perfect and with perfect tone and pace." and i have about 5 lines memorized. i suck! i hate dr. darrell.

so since im so bored and i dont feel like studying, im going to ramble about absolutely nothing.

last night im pretty sure there was a brown recluse in my room, which is a poisonous spider found down here in southern indiana.



brown recluse


and there is a picture of it for your personal enjoyment. i cant even look at this picture without hyperventilating. im pretty sure this was the same kind of spider that was in my room. it was not cool. i didnt want to smoosh it because im incapable of doing that, so i got a can of lysol and sprayed it until it ran away, into the hall and underneath the closet door. then i continued to spray underneath the crack of the door for about 10 minutes until the can was nearly empty. i really hope i poisoned it. or at least drowned it. i just hope it's not extra angry now and now it's going to come attack me in my sleep. im so scared.

i refuse to walk barefoot anywhere in my apartment now. i wear my big wooden sandals from american eagle that look like desert-walker shoes. i chose these shoes as my spider-safe shoes because i dont think the spider would be able to penetrate through all that wood with it's fangs. i look like a dutch clown with those things on around here, but i dont care dammit! i cant wait to get out of this crappy apartment and into our new one in copper creek!!! only 6 more days!!

ok so maybe i dont have as much to talk about right now as i originally thought. i hope it doesnt storm tonight because i really need to run. but i think it's going to. darn it.